One day she finally decided to lead her own life; so she took it away...
Don't worry, I'm not suicidal, I was just inspired to write that line somehow. Hahahahaha... Aiya, see la, everytime I say I'll be going MIA, I will blog more than I would if I hadn't mentioned anything. Hahahaha. Sighs, I'm bored, and I can't sleep. Bloody medicine doesn't help very much and it tastes like calamine lotion la! Okay, so I haven't tasted calamine lotion before (neither do I want to, really) but I would guess that this bloody gastric syrup is what calamine lotion would taste like!!! It smells and looks like it anyway. eyer...
Anyway, I really hate this bloody bitch from this bloody school! Do you think the teachers are dogs?!! One by one, all the good ones will leave and then let's see how your school will survive! Already your damn school is filled with sh*t delinquents, you can't afford to lose your staff who painstakingly work to help the students. That's their job by the way, to teach the students; and not to be overworked to do things that help YOU improve the school name!
Ugh, the harder you work, or more so, make the teachers work to improve your school name, the worse the situation gets. Just give up on pride and be empathetic for once! You were once a teacher, just because you've got a higher rank now doesn't mean you have to kiss up to the P's ass and drive the poor teachers crazy. I know it's really not my place, but I can't stand watching you torture them like that. Sooner or later you're going to pay for this...the sooner the better, if you ask me.
Okay, the doctor really scared me just now...:-S I told him about my condition and then he started to ask a LOT of questions about other symptoms. Then, he looked at what he wrote, scratched his head and exhaled deeply. After that, he asked me more questions and I felt like a patient on House with so many symptoms that don't make sense. Hahaha. The doctor kept looking at what he wrote, looking back at me and asking more and more questions!!! Gahh, I was so worried la.
He had already filled up like the whole page of the form with my symptoms, and till then I never realised some of them were actually friggin symptoms!!! Like; a burning feeling down my back, tightening of the chest, urge to burp a lot and excessive upchucking. Dang, I've got to get my systems checked up thoroughly! :-S Anyway, he gave me gastric medication (after all that crap, he merely gave me gastric pills?!!) but warned me that if the gastric persists or gets worse, I have to go get the don't-know-what-scope shoved down my throat to see if there's anything seriously wrong with my tummy. Urrrrghhhh...>.< Let's hope it doesn't come to that!
Okay, I know I said I'll go on a hiatus after that last post, but since I'm home, waiting to go to the doctor, I might as well post something! I can't even study or do any assignments anyway, the pain is too much!!! :-S
Anyway, dang, I had to miss Attachment and Play today!!! At first I thought I would skip only attachment (I can't even take care of myself, how to care for those kids??), and just suffer through Play class...but then, the bloody polyclinic was so packed that they put up a message at the ticketing machine for the "prospective patients" to come back in d afternoon! Ugh, already I was in so much pain, then still have to go back home and wait for 1.45pm before I can return to d clinic! Gahhh...:-/
So, point is...I have to get an MC no matter what since I didn't go for attachment, but to get the bloody MC, I will have to be absent for Play as well! Danggit, gotta go for make-up for both attachment and Play!! Sighs, I guess it's better la... I should get properly diagnosed since this gastric (if it is gastric after all) has been killing me for a week now. :-/
Anddddd, the Hello Kitty show my siblings told me about was quite a disappointment. It's in 3-D and gets kinda irritating after a while, cos I hear the voices but they don't have any mouths!!! Hahaha...but Hello Kitty with a mouth would also look damn weird la! Tsk, I still prefer the cartoon one. Shrugs. Dear Daniel is really cute though...hahahahahaha
*Gosh, I miss my class laaaaaa...I won't get to see my gals until monday leh. :( *
Okay, after this post I'm probably going to go M.I.A for a while. Firstly, for the lack of things to write about and most importantly, for the lack of TIME to blog!!! :( Anyway, this is a really, really belated shout out: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIDYA!!! :)) We celebrated it on monday, it was fun even though we prolonged the cutting of the cake till the end of the day! Haha. It was good cake too. :P
Anyway, I'm thinking I should go visit Mr. Doctor soon... This bleeedy gastric is like sooo annoying and I'm quite scared after what happened to Kak Kai. 0_o I don't want go for some operation leh...*shudders* &&&, I'm gonna gain so much weight la (and please don't say it'll be good for me cos im so skinny!) Hahaha. I like my weight; I don't wanna gain nor lose...just maintain. :P Urgh, the pain keeps coming back, and I feel as if I have to eat 24/7 to make the pain go away. :/ But hor, after I eat hor, the pain will just intensify leh!!! So how?!
Moreover, tomorrow there'll be attachment and usually we dont get to eat until after school ends! I shall grab some breakfast in d morning then, otherwise my prone-to-fainting-self won't make it. Dagnabbit la...pfft.
*Argh, Karuna's test is coming!!! IT assignment still have loads to do!!! Play essay, I have no idea where to start!!!*
I've just completed typing out Macy's running record for Karuna's class and now I'm gonna start on the online quizzes for her E-learning week. Then maybe after that read up for the upcoming class tests namely: Intro to Child Development and Principles and Practices of Classroom Management. Gosh, I can't even remember when the other tests will be held!!! Gahhh...
See la, this is what I get for procrastinating so much. Yesterday was my "break" and finally, after sooo long, I got to watch my House Season 4 finale (I sooo can't wait for season 5)!!! It was so sad... Even though I hate amber, I didn't hate her enough to want her to die.
Sighs. If I was in Wilson's position, I wouldn't know what to do; wake Amber up to say goodbye, which is horrible since u're waking her up just to let her know that she's got a few hours to live...or just pull the plug and let her go peacefully. Well, at least Cuddy made the right decision for him, which was to wake her up so that they can share a few final moments with each other. The saddest part would be when Wilson had to "kill" her, so to say, and watch her die. Gee, I wouldn't want to see my love die right before my very eyes...:(
Moreover, another sad part was that nothing was revealed about Thirteen's identity, as Olivia Wilde had mentioned in the interview!!! Gah, the only thing they revealed was that Thirteen has Huntington's. :( Let's just pray they don't let her die of the disease in Season 5, which is starting in september...so long leh!
Oooh, and I've finished reading Wives of Bath by Susan Swan. It's a good book...such a twist at the end! Actually, the whole book was full of twists here and there like, Pauline is really her "brother", Lewis. And Tory, Lewis's girlfriend doesn't even know that her "boyfriend" is actually her roommate and good friend. Geez, there were much, much more, trust me! ;P
I haven't been blogging as frequently, and there are two reason's behind it one, I don't really have the luxury of time and two, I have nothing to write about. :(
Anyway, I got pissed off with my brother just now and threw my poor pencilcase out the room in a fit...and guess what? My innocent little Crush, the turtle, came off his skateboard. This is like the second time!!! I almost cried... I'm not unreasonably sensitive okay! He holds a lot of sentimental value and it makes me so sad whenever shit like this happens. I don't have superglue and the other time I used acryllic nail glue to stick him back on. This time, I didn't even have that, so I improvised even further by using my remaining fake eyelash glue. Hahaha. Sadly, it's not working very well. Sighs...boo hoo hoo... :-(
I guess I should start studying now... So many things piling up. Pfft...
Woke up this morning in PAIN!!! I shouldn't have eaten my dinner so early, I had gastritis as a result. Ugh, made me stuff my face with food the whole day... I skipped lecture and intended to visit the doc's but so many things had to be done in school, I decided to go for IT tutorial anyway. Shrugs. Same boring IT lesson, only now it's starting to get real complicated!! :-S
I got a little hyped up halfway through IT lesson cos of something. Dinah suffered for it...Muahahaha... Hmm, after class went to eat at this place and I had thosai. Mmm, it's been some time since I had good Indian food..
Sighs, now I'm staring at Winnie's assignment and the other assignments are like haunting me!!! I don't know which to do first and when I get too stressed up, I tend to procrastinate, which will not help any cos it will just pile everything up until I really can't take it and cramp one day to do it all...Geez, it's a whole bloody chain reaction in which the end product is a very, very exhausted and drained Head Bitch. LoL. *it's not funny, but somehow it makes me laugh*
I was super bored soooo...I gave myself a virtual makeover!!! gagaga...I did a brown bob, an "Alex Kelly Inspired" look (blonde with purple highlights), a punk-ass chick with bright orange hair and a plain medium dark blonde one... LOL... I'm sure u can tell how bored I was la!! Anyway, here are the pictures... Disclaimer: Viewer discretion is advised. X-Phahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha haahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
Everything's beginning to pile up now. Assignment after assignment...geez, they're all breathing down our necks now. :-S
Anyway, yesterday we ended up a threesome for the Gongz outing. Faezah wasn't feeling well and Morsyid...well, let's not even go there for now(my blood still boils thinking about it). Nevertheless, the 3 of us had an enjoyable time!!! :-D I had the apple crumble, which was kinda good, and I bought two Caramel Frappes...Mmmmmm...
Oooh yeah, first we saw Ng Hui, some Mediacorp actress but she's quite insignificant to me so like whatever. But later in the night, Lutfiah(I think that's how u spell her name) and a group of guys went in. I'm not a fan, I mean she's just some DOND girl and I don't even remember her no. but I got starstruck anyway. She's like gorgeous la, I would kill to get her legs, man!!! And I loved her top... We were just wondering why Mc Cafe Downtown got so popular all of a sudden. I mean, last year the place was always quite empty. NOW, it's always damn packed la!!! If it gets packed with celebrities, I wouldn't mind...hehehe..maybe some hot Channel 8 actors?? Hehehehe...
Hmm, you know somehow, celebrities just look so fake. They look like dolls or sumtin, even the ones who are not good looking. *shrugs* Or maybe it's just me. Hahaha...
Finally I decided to change my song to Cascada's version of Truly, Madly, Deeply. I love Savage Garden's version but somehow I prefer to hear female vocals as opposed to male ones. *Shrugs* I'm just very sexist sometimes...Hahaha...
Anyway, yesterday's Toastmasters Club meeting sucked...The CCA is really interesting and all but the people there are like so...diao! The president is some bitchy faggot. Ugh...what's worse than a bitch is a male bitch! I know I'm the class bitch la, but there are different classes of bitches, don't u know?! Hahaha...I say, just leave the bitching to us bitches and not add your male ego to the equation. :P
Anyhoos, to think that I missed my sister's birthday celebration for that stupid meeting. Sighs. Oh well... At least I got to eat the pizza from the party. Mmmmm...
Awww, boo-hoo-hoo...I'm gonna truly, madly, deeply miss my gals over this looooooooooong weekend. :( Sighs. I guess we need the break la...
I'm so sick of my blog song neh...but for two reasons, I am not changing it. One, I'm far too lazy and two, I have no idea what song to put. :(
Anyway, I'm like reading Just Another Kid for the fourth time now!!! Hahahaha... Oooh, we had our English mock test just now. O_o The bloody grammar part was super tough la. Ugh, I just hantam-ed and corrected any thing so that I can get 10 errors!!! Hahaha. And in Section B (which I initially thought was d simplest of the 3 sections) I did horribly. Heh heh... I really hate the English we're learning now. Makes me feel super dumb since I can't even manage lower sec work. *pouts* :( Ironic how the basics are harder to manage isn't it? -_-"
Grrr, the video is loading really sloooooowwwwwwlyyyyyyy. I didn't think they'd have episodes 14 and 15 of House M.D up so fast. I mean, I waited a whole month for episode 13!!! Tsk tsk... Now let's see who Thirteen really is... Hehehehehehe... :P
I'm reading Just Another Kid by Torey Hayden again, and now I feel ever more connected to Ladbrooke Taylor than I did the previous time I read the book. At times when I'm reading, I really feel like crying for her and I just want to hug her(nothing to do with my obsession with hugs!!!). Moreover, "Ladbrooke" does exist -even though that's not her real name- and her story did happen...so it just makes me empathise even more. Grrr, and my blood boils whenever I read about Tom Considyne, her bloody-ass husband! Ugh...
Anyway, I have no idea what to do about the IT assignment. I'm not even sure when we're to hand it in. I heard the IT teacher say it's due by next Wednesday but the MeL system notes that it's due on Monday. Geez...I hope it's not the latter though. :-(
It was the first day of attachment and I was really quite nervous for it. However, my mentor was really nice and she made Lizzie(FP-mate) and I very comfortable so no worries after that. I was attached to the Playgroup 1 which is the 18 months to 2-year-olds. The toddlers dont have the language skills yet, so it was really cute the way they tried to communicate. :) Overall, I had loadsssss of fun with them!!!
Anyway, I didn't show favouritism and I know I'm not supposed to have any favourites, but I already do. =S I love allll the kids, but this Rayyis is my favorite. He is soooo cheeky la...I've got a crush on him!!!Hahahahaha...he is very handsome okay!!! But don't worry, I'm no paedophile..gagagaga... He will always give me this cheeky grin la. So cute!!! =P
Anyhoos, someday I am going to record the laughters of Ruth, Sa Sa, Dinah and Yi Hui!!! Hahaha...Their laughter is like sooo funny la!!! Mine, u wanna record oso will have nothing, cos I have a silent laugh. If I laugh loudly I will snort leh...hahaha...so unglam!!!
P.S. I'm happy...happy, happy, happy...happy as a clam...hehehehehehe... Someone is just too cute!!!!!!
Can you guess what my title is an anagram of?? Haha...I'm like totally having fun with anagrams now!!! Anyway, it's an anagram for BIRTHDAY!!! Cos today was Ruth's birthday!!! =D *Happy Birthday Ruth, congrats, you're officially an old cow...* Hahaha...just kidding.
Anyhoodles, we had some problems cos of the bloody pizza man... Fathiah was d accomplice who had to stall Ruth at the library while the rest got everything else prepared. There wasn't much to prepare really, since the dang food wasn't even there yet!!! Well, overall we all had fun eating, laughing and of course cam-whoring...:P Honestly speaking, I was very worried for today cos of the big hooha that took place yesterday. :-S Thank heaven that everything went well afterall. *phew*
Hmm, between blogging and chatting, I'm also studying for the quiz on Thursday(multitasking comes naturally to a woman, baby!!!) and so far, I've drawn a complete blank in my mind...X( It's kinda, really confusing the abrupt transition from secondary school subjects to the early childhood modules...I'm like shit-ass lost!!! The only familiar module would be Functional English but even then it's a bit foreign since we're going back to d basics. Geez, I know the quiz will be pertaining to the chapter, but I have no idea how the questions will be structured or what exactly we have to know for this bleeeedy quiz...=S Here's keeping my fingers(and toes) crossed for the quiz!!! :/
*Happiness is just not working anymore...the truth imperils to surface!!!*
(I know my title sounds a lot like some German phrase but it's really an anagram for Untitled...hehe...)
Anyway, I got my hugs today!!! Hahahaha...Gosh, stop it, Kay Kay!!! I'm going bonkers I tell ya...hell, I already am. :-/ Anyhoos, Winnie's class was tolerable today cos we had a sharing session during the first hour. The second hour seemed interminable as usual. Each of us had to share our experiences with a particular teacher(we were supposed to talk about our preschool teachers but most of us couldn't remember, so some talked about pri/sec teachers instead).
That was fun, it was like reliving those days again. I miss secondary school(to a certain extent) but I'm loving school now as well...shrugs. Speaking of school, on my way back just now, there was this group of Siglapians and they actually said, "hi, ex-siglapian!!!" Heck, I don't even know them, but I just smiled back anyway...:-S
*I've got to stop lying to myself... Hell, as if I'll ever listen!!!*
*Oh dear... Can anyone tell me other than Karuna's quiz and studying for Ms. Tan's test, what other weekend work do we have?? And, does anyone have a printer that's working (with ink)??? Gahh...*
I'm totally confuzzled about weekends now...on one hand, I'm so grateful for them as I truly need to catch up on my beauty sleep but on the other hand, I'm gonna be so bored la!!! And I know I say it a lot, but it's just never enough; I'm gonna miss my gals!!! :-(
Oh well, at least I got my hugs today...gagaga. Told ya I'm like totally going nuts over hugs. X)
We had two make-up lessons just now though I really don't get what the library crap had to do with English...:-/ Gawd, English is like damn tough right now cos we're going back to d basics. Lucky for me I have all my sec 2 notes which are relevant to what we're learning now. Sighs, I feel like I'm so dumb right now cos I have difficulty doing a lower sec's work!!! hahaha...
Anyway, play was like so boring cos the only play we had was to make our interpretation of how brain cells work. -_-" And suddenly I became so bitchy towards Sa-Sa...oh gawd, I feel so bad!!! I didn't mean it leh, I just can't help but to be bitchy!!! :-( I'm gonna apologize to her in friendster right now...:-P
( P.S. D happier I am, d more violent I become...or at least I just feel like punching people suddenly...:-S )
