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Torn
Now the perfect sky is torn.
Date : Sunday, June 29, 2008
Hmmmmmm...

I haven't been blogging much this week...hmm...oh well.

I'm tired...

This was a crappy post... Let's end it with one of Phoebe's songs:

Your Love by Phoebe Buffay

Love is sweet as summer showers
Love is a wondrous work of art
But your love oh your love, your love
Is like a giant pigeon
Crapping on my heart.
La-la-la-la-la- La-la-la-la...

Ladbrooke || 1:23 PM

Date : Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Pfffffffft...

Two days of school and already I feel like dying! Seems like most of the gals felt that way too today! Haha. Ugh, now I have dang stomach cramps from the abs workout at gym just now. It's been so long since I did any and now my stomach muscles have weakened...gahhhh. And I'm uber sleepy!!!! :(

Anyway, we got back our english test just now. Man, it's been so long since I've had to collect a test paper back and the feeling of nervousness for the results was rather foreign to me. Well, I'm actually quite disappointed with my marks. It was so close, but no banana. Shrugs, oh well. I've not improved much since O levels I guess, it's like the same thing la! Hahaha... Hmm, I gotta go do my essay for Belinda's class now. :/

Ladbrooke || 5:54 PM

Date : Saturday, June 21, 2008
When I Grow Up...

New song by The Pussycat Dolls!!! :)) Ok la, it's not THAT new actually but you know how slow Singapore is la! Hooooooo, I can't wait for their new album to come out but then that'd be in August, a month after Nicole's album is set to come out. I think I'll get both...hee hee hee hee... Anyway, cut the obsession and these are the lyrics for the song:

[Intro x2]
Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy)
And you don’t care what they say
See, everytime you turn around
They scream your name

Now I've got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I’d do anything
Anything at all for them to notice me

But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

They used to tell me I was silly
Until I popped up on the TV
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far

But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see, when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]

I see them staring at me
Oh I'm a trendsetter
Yes this is true 'cause what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me
'Cause I'm a hot topic
I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it

[Chorus x2]


Ladbrooke || 12:30 AM

Date : Thursday, June 19, 2008
Came and Gone...

Shucks, the holidays are coming to an end. :(( It's way too soon if you ask me. Sighs, I think someone got it right when she said, "how I wish I could turn back the clock and really savour every second that I spent lazing!" Yeah, I wish for that too!!! To think when school re-opens there'll be no more waking up at noon, spending d whole day watching Friends online, staying out late at night with Gongz or just rotting away in front of the tele. Sighs, why must time fly by so fast???!!!

But anyway, I've missed 1D01 for long enough!!! Hahaha... That's one perk, wait I mean, 23 perks, for d new term to start! Hehe... :P

Sighs, but I'm soooooooo not excited for any classes. Ugh, so sian... :-/

Ladbrooke || 1:36 PM

Date : Saturday, June 14, 2008
Siao Liao.

There was this totally crazy dude at McCafe just now, it was kinda scary but funny at the same time. First he scolded this guy over the newspapers and even after the guy left, he kept cussing and swearing. 0_o He went into a very loud, and vulgar monologue. At first only Atika, Morsyid and myself noticed it, but slowly as he kept going on and on for about 5 mins or so, the others in d cafe also noticed it. Hahaha. And everyone was quietly laughing about it.

Anyway, he seriously kept going on and on like as if he was conversing with someone, but it was a very angry conversation though. He shifted from one seat to another which was right behind ours and started talking to himself again. Morsyid got scared and I promised him I'll protect him if the need arises. HAHAHAHA... Thank God there was no need for that!! Hahahaha. Then he moved again! And this part was really freaky... He offered the seat to "someone" and then sat in d opposite chair. He looked to d front and began his debate again. Countless "fucks" and "CBs" came out from his mouth and he was getting more animated and loud.

The girl sitting next to his table got up and moved to another seat much further from him. Her expression was so cute la. Hahaha. As if he and his imaginary friend wasnt creepy enough, he laughed a sinister laugh when the girl got up and stopped abruptly and continued his bleedy monologue. Cripes, his shit weird.... That's like taking private speech a bit too far!! Hahahahahahahaha...

Anyhoodles, the Live Mic thing at the Esplanade was quite disappointing la. Hmm, kinda reconsidering performing there. Even if we do perform, we dont know what song to sing. Innocence? Stick With You? Hmmmmm...

Ladbrooke || 12:26 AM

Date : Thursday, June 12, 2008
Mr. Cheeky Grin...

I dont think I'm allowed to write names of the kids at my centre, so I'm gonna call him Mr. Cheeky Grin (as Pontinanak had referred to him). I know it sounds horrible but he is my favourite...however, I do NOT show favouritism, okay!!! They are all really adorable kids but he has stolen my heart...hahaha, and to think he is not even 2 years old yet!! Gagaga...

Anyway, I just came back from attachment and I was soooo reluctant to leave actually. Usually the kids, since they are still very young, won't remember me much after a week. One or two will, but most of them will think I'm new even though I've seen them for quite a few sessions. Today, I was still fresh in their minds since I came yesterday as well. I was so elated when Mr. Cheeky Grin greeted me with his...well...cheeky grin when I came. And he charged towards me to show me his new stickers of Ben 10. That just made my day...

Afterwards we went to the playground and the children were able to climb up this step to go to the spiral slide except for Mr. Cheeky Grin, so I helped him a few times. Later, his brother who is in K1 or K2 (I'm not too sure) came and Mr. Cheeky Grin ran off with him. It was so cute to see them playing together cos the older brother was sooo sweet to Mr. Cheeky Grin. Anyhoos, the older brother wanted to go down the spiral slide but Mr. Cheeky Grin couldnt get up. I was sitting on this lion springy thingy and I didnt see, but suddenly Mr. Cheeky Grin came to me babbling something and then he pulled my hand calling, "T'cher, T'cher" so I followed him la. That itself was so cute, then he kept asking me for help whenever he cant climb or if someone pushed him or sumtin. And of course I was more than happy to assist.

Throughout the whole day he came to me a lot and one time after he had drank his milk, he ran to me when I was sitting on the floor and just lied down on my lap with his security pillow..Awwwww.... Then the reason I was so reluctant to leave was cos when I said bye to everyone, he came running to me and got upset that I had to go. There was a barrier covering the opening to go out and he stretched his arms over the barrier calling for me, then the teacher brought him to d mattress but he didnt want to cos he was still calling for me. Sweeeeeeeeeeeet right??? Hehe...

Ladbrooke || 12:59 PM

Date : Monday, June 9, 2008
On, and On...

Gongz headed out to East Coast Park yesterday, but we failed in our mission (I shan't mention the mission). So, after an early dinner we decided to go to the jetty but plans changed and off we were to Changi Beach, on foot...

It was already getting dark, and at first the walk was fine. There were people around and the pathway was quite brightly lit. Then came the ulu path at the end of East Coast (I presume). The row of tall, dark and scary-looking trees left our imaginations to run wild. The music I played on my phone was the one sound that broke the silence. Suddenly, Faez started to walk really fast and the rest of us, except for Morsyid followed. Morsyid told us to slow down, so we did. Faez however, just continued and we were all sure that she had seen something, so we let her be la.

Anyway, afterwards we finally reached Changi but there we encountered a junction- one route would lead to Changi Village and the other, Changi Beach. By then it was already 9pm (yeah, we walked for almost 2 hours) and our parents told us not to be home too late, so we decided to just head to Changi Village and take the bus from there and also, the route to Changi Beach seemed to spell supernatural trouble. So, we went forth and after a long, long, loooooong walk, we came upon the back-est back of the airport where the runway was. Mors freaked me out by telling me that one of the routes would lead to a partially dense forest in which if you are lucky, you will see "goats" in trees. Shit. Goats do not, I repeat, do NOT belong in friggin trees!!!

Anyhoo, according to Mors, the route we were taking was not the route of the bleeedy goats in trees. However, the shitty pathway was infested with slugs, roaches and rats!! First we walked slowly as we were indeed tired already, but once the stupid critters came out to party, Atika and I walked super-duper fast to get it over and done with! Mors and Faez were still at the back. Damn, Atika and I were screaming like a couple of banshees whenever we came across a bloody cockroach or wateva else those things were. Then all of a sudden the two at the back came running towards us, so we ran as well, not knowing why the hell we were running in the first place.

Well, the pathway came to an end and so we proceeded to walk on the road which just scared me shitless since the cars came so close to us and they were driving as if friggin Godzilla was chasing after them... Anyhoo, we were scared, thirsty, hungry and tired...bad combination! We were just wishing for some police car to drive by and pick us up. Our prayers were heard, well, partially heard anyway. A police car stopped for us albeit very far away, so we chased after it. We got rather delusional as we saw the car moving slowly away when it really was still. Weird.

Policeman A, at the passenger seat wind down his windows and asked, "What are you doing here?" So I answered that we took a wrong route, so now we have to walk here. He asked where we wanted to go and I thought they were gonna send us there, so I answered la, Changi Airport? Then Policeman B at the driver's seat was like, "from here how can go Changi Airport?" So I just got sarcastic and said something to the effect of, "Well, we just wanna find a place with civilisation again, really." He ignored that and he told us to walk on the walkway at the opposite side, and let me tell you, the walkway was something like what you'd see in those Japanese horror movies where people get pulled and clawed into the forest by long-fingernailed, and long-haired, crawling female ghosts! I was tired and I really didnt have the mood for politeness, so I conjured my bitchiest tone and asked him rhetorically, "Have you SEEN the walkway?!!" And he ignored that too, or maybe he's just oblivious to sarcasm. Policeman A got it though, he gave a weird grin, it was Policeman B that pissed me off. So we just walked off la, fuck them, really!

We crossed over and had to jump across this big drain, I landed on the wrong foot and sprained my ankle. Damn. Seriously, I just wanted to stop and rest but that would be detrimental, so we walked on. We were just cussing and complaining all the way. The balls of my feet hurt, my knees were giving in and if that wasn't enough, my gastrics came back. Ugh... We asked a lone cyclist whether the entrance was really far and the expression he gave told us everything. We were really close to giving up, and the foreboding "forest"creeped the hell out of us. I was just expecting some Sister P to jump out...thank God that didnt happen! Anyway, I sms-ed my mum to tell her I'll be home really late and then my dad called soon after. We tried to explain where the hell we were and yessss, my dad and my uncle came to pick us up!!! Ohhh, we were saved!! Yeah, saved from walking and the supernatural but man, we weren't saved from our friggin stink. Hahahaha. Seriously, the car smelt horrible. Hahahaha. Didnt care really, too tired to care.

We had a chat at McD and Faez shared that she saw a white thing that kept moving from tree to tree, which was why she walked ahead of us that time. Then she also heard a duck and goat hybrid sound that came from the damn changi path. And Mors saw the white thing too albeit once. And when Atika and I were in front, he told Faez that the path we were taking was the "goat-in-trees" path, not the other one. Dang, thank God he didnt tell me till we were safe in Paris, or I'll just freak out. Shit, and Faez heard it! Gosh, goats in trees...0_o Faez also kept hearing this high frequency screeches. Thank goodness I'm very, very impervious to all this supernatural stuffs.

Dang, this was like the 2nd longest night of my life! The first was the Choir Camp last yr, the one where Mrs. Ng did a disappearing act in the lift. This was Faezah's longest night! Haha. Don't know why she was the victim though, I think it's cos she saw the thing first and then might as well disturb the one who saw you right?? hahahaha... Ok ok..that's it for now..

Ladbrooke || 11:08 AM

Date : Saturday, June 7, 2008
Next Two Weeks...

Ahh, at long last...our two-week (well-deserved) break! Winnie's test was not as tough as I thought it would be. Here's hoping I'll pass, but even if I don't, I won't be surprised since nothing got into my head last night! Haha... Sadly, we still have those four assignments to complete. Gahhh...

Ooh, tonight Disney is showing The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe! Yay! Haha, the title just reminds me of the clarion and those four teachers...especially The Witch.. Hahaha.. Nvm, it's an inside joke. :-/

*I know my blog song is an old song, but it's been stuck in my head since yesterday! And I love the song... Lara (I keep thinking her name is Lana) has a really good voice but it's so high pitched la! :-S*

Ladbrooke || 6:00 PM

Date : Friday, June 6, 2008
Freedom!!!

After tomorrow, we are all gonna be free women!! YESSSSS!!!

Ugh, I still dont know why Winnie has to make the test on a Saturday. Grrr... And I'm supposed to be studying right now.. Heh heh. Anyway, speaking of Winnie, I'm just wondering, why do they call Winnie The Pooh, Pooh Bear when his name should be Winnie? Anddd, what the hell is a pooh bear?!! Hmmmmm.... Oh, whatever, Kay Kay!!!

Anyhoos, I have nothing to blog about.... hahahahaha...

Okies, that's it...gotta study d blooody powerpoint slides! Gahhh.... Toodles!

Ladbrooke || 7:13 PM

Date : Wednesday, June 4, 2008
...

I just made a discovery; the hospital has a wireless network. Hahaha. Interesting...

Sighs, anyway, I rushed to TTSH and made it in time to visit my grandad albeit for only 15 minutes. :( And my aunt came down from L.A, don't know when she'll be leaving though. She came alone this time cos of my grandad, but on the 21st my uncle and cousin will come down as well. Hehe, can't wait to see Cassidy again!!

Anyway, he'll be discharged today and I should be happy but no, I'm just more worried. At least at the hospital there are nurses to take care of him, and sometimes he is so stubborn like most old men are, he's not supposed to move around much cos of his heart condition but he refuses to stay still. One time he'll be walking around and if people try to assist, he will scold. Haha. Typical of most grandfathers, I'm sure... Sighs, and it's so sad that there's nothing that can be done for his heart.

I'm like trying so hard to be strong but whenever I look at him and especially my grandma, I want to cry. After my mum told me that there's nothing the doctors can do and it's pretty much a situation of waiting for him to go, I went to sleep and cried. I've never been that close to him, cos I'm scared of him and I dont understand what he's saying most of the time, but gosh, he's the only grandfather I've ever known. :( Well, I'm praying real hard for him...



Ladbrooke || 10:44 AM

Date : Monday, June 2, 2008
ICD Test...

Just now we had the Intro To Child Development test and O...M...G... it was tough! The MCQ part was manageable, but the short-answer questions sucked...:-/ I hope I will pass la, no need to do so well as long as I pass, I'll be content. Of course if can pass well will be better la. Durrhh.

Anyway, Winnie is really weird... Seriously, she's totally weird. Let's just leave it at that... :-S

*Gotta start on Play assignment... ugh, bloody medicine is not helping any. Gahhh!!! :-(*

Ladbrooke || 5:04 PM

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