Lost Forever…

Date : Thursday, July 31, 2008

Parting...

Today's d last day of attachment for this semester. :( Would you believe that I almost shed a tear when I had to leave?? Actually I was okay la, since I'll see them next semester but when I walked past the class and Mr. Cheeky Grin waved at me, I wanted to cry...geez. I bet when I do come back next semester, they won't remember me la. I mean, toddlers usually don't remember people after being away for such a long time. :((
I miss all of them already...:'(

Sighs, and I'm still sad about Singfest. Sistic replied me and confirmed that there are absolutely no tickets left for day 2. :(( Sighs, sighs, sighs.... Never mind la, I bet PCD will come again to Singapore and I shall book tickets early early when the time comes!!! :P

Ladbrooke || 1:54 PM

Date : Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Fiddlesticks.

Today:

Woke up this morning with a horrible cough, and now I sound like I swallowed a whole bunch of frogs la. :/ Then I received a msg from Atika that the SINGfest tickets for Day 2(PCD day) were sold out already. OMG!!! I checked the webbie, and indeed, they're sold out! Goshhh... Just when all of us can go already, shit like this happens. Gahhhh... And I've spent my morning bidding on ebay but some bloody arseholes keep outbidding me by a dollar. Cripes. I've just given up now. :( It's so sad laaaaaa... I wanna go so bad! I plan on calling Sistic to ask whether there will be any door sales, but with this voice of mine, I don't think I should. LOL. Nvm la, later go tampines mall there and ask them at the counter. Gahhh... :(((

Yesterday:

On to a lighter note, Morsyid drew this yesterday for me... Well, he drew the turtle, but I forced him to add a skateboard so that it could be a drawing of Crush!!! Heh.. So here's the pic of the drawing and a pic of Crush (it's kinda pixelated though) :/

Aren't they adorable? lol. And actually, I think my keychain looks more like Squirt but since someone says it's Crush, I just stick to Crush la. Wanna know d story of how Crush got named? HAHA

Sometime in 2005...

I was diligently doing the worksheet when suddenly Mrs Ng appeared out of nowhere like some excited child.

Mrs Ng: Oooh, this is Crush right? It's Crush right??? It's Crush!!

I gave a blank face which Mrs Ng apparently ignored as she continued, pushing the keychain back and forth with her (friggin) thin and long index finger...

Mrs Ng: (eyes widening with utter amazement) Eyyyy, it's rolling!! Is it rolling?!? Does it have rollers?? It has rollers???? Oooh, it's rolling!!!

I merely nodded, biting my cheeks at the same time to avoid bursting out in laughter. A student called for her so she stopped, turned around, then turned back around again. She pushed Crush one more time with the widest, most amused grin on her face and then walked away.

Hahaha... One would hardly believe she's in her late thirties. :P But well, that's how Crush got his name.. Hehs..

Ladbrooke || 12:18 PM

Date : Sunday, July 27, 2008

Should I?

I feel like piercing my navel... Hmm, my mum would kill me if she found out, and knowing me and my naggy self conscience, I would probably end up confessing to her about it. -_______-" Sighs, but I really feel like doing it. Should I? Cripes, I'm going to end up doing it somehow, I just know it. LOL... Where do you go to get navel piercings anyway? :-/

Ladbrooke || 4:23 PM

Date : Saturday, July 26, 2008

Creepy...

Last night I was sitting at the sofa waiting for my kid sister, who was in the kitchen to play the DVD, so I was like outside alone la. Then suddenly came this very loud booming sound that seemed to echo throughout my house. The first thought I had was that it was a woman shrieking in anger and pain, but since that theory freaked me shitless, I decided to go along with screeching of tires. And yet a part of me still believed it sounded more like a woman than a vehicle...

Anyway, I was kinda shaken by the sound so I asked my older sis and dad, who were in their rooms with doors opened- so logically they would be able to hear any sound coming from outside- whether they heard that sound or not. And crappidies, both reacted this way, "Huh? What sound?" 0_o

"Crap...crap...crap...crap...crap..." That was what I said all the way to the kitchen to ask Kamilia whether she had heard the sound. She didn't. OhhhEmmmGeeee!! Can u imagine how freaked out I was???!!! :-S Geez, I had like nightmares about it la. Now I really don't wanna know what, or who made that sound. Some things are really better left unsaid...

Ladbrooke || 4:48 PM

Date : Friday, July 25, 2008

Pontianak.

Yesterday:

I was attending to my little PGs, so I had to bend down to help them with something, then I heard one of the K1 boys sitting at the table in front of my class say, "Pontianak..." so I looked up and they all gave guilty looks and giggled to themselves. OHHH MYYY GODDD!! I only come once a week and already I've got a nickname and I don't even teach them la! And of all the nicknames I get Pontianak?!??!? WHY?!? But I think it's super funny though. :P Great la, so now Pontinanak and I are like d same species; we both have the same nickname given to us by students! :X Oh well...

Sighs, later is the play test...and I'm so unprepared. I read through the chapters briefly and now I'm scanning through the powerpoint slides Ms. Tan posted on MeL. Pray that I will pass. :/ Even though it's all MCQs, I'm scared I'll fail. So far I'm disappointed with the marks I have gotten for tests and assignments, I don't wanna get disappointed with this as well. Ahhh, crap! :(

*I wanna go to Siglap's Sports Day!!! I miss Siglap so much laaaaaaa...:(( Note to self: Keep the 8th of August free!!!*

Ladbrooke || 12:55 PM

Date : Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Amyloidosis.

Somehow I like that word, Amyloidosis (pronounced 'amulay'dowsis). I got it from House. They seem to like that disease a lot...lol... It's like every patient oso has amyloidosis. Omg, it's such a cool name la. Amyloidosis...HAHAHA...

Okay so I'm bored, and I shall post a little about amyloidosis...HAHAH!

"Amyloidosis is a group of diseases that result from the abnormal deposition of a particular protein, called amyloid, in various tissues of the body. Amyloid protein can be deposited in a localized area and may not be harmful or only affect a single tissue of the body. This form of amyloidosis is called localized amyloidosis. Amyloidosis that affects tissues throughout the body is referred to as systemic amyloidosis. Systemic amyloidosis can cause serious changes in virtually any organ of the body."

So, now you know... :-P

Ladbrooke || 10:42 AM

Date : Monday, July 21, 2008

Homina-homina-homina...

Presentation just now kinda sucked... But I shall push away the prejudice I have against FF and say that I'm glad she had this presentation thing for us, cos even though she pretty much dissed us, it helped us to know where we're wrong and correct it so that we won't end up wasting all our efforts. And at least the comments she gave for our group was actually constructive......*Cringes* I never thought complimenting her would be that hard! *pat my own back* But I made it through :P MUAHAHAHAH...

Anyway, now comes the insult... FF is really a bitch, and it's not the type of bitch I look up to. I was just looking at her reactions during the groups' presentations and most of the time she looked bored, uninterested and she was being plain rude about it. Attitude problem. Especially the last few groups, she didn't give the fair amount of attention anymore! Omg, I mean, if you're a lecturer and you want people to present at least have the courtesy to pay attention to ALL of the presentations no matter how tired you are. And it's not like there were so many groups what! Crap.

Also, I seriously believe she is gay, or at least bi. She just has that homosexual vibe la, and I don't know whether it was a friggin twitch or not, but it appeared to me that after she finished giving suggestions to our group at one point, she winked. 0_o And the wink wouldn't make sense to emphasize the point she was making. Weird... She really is. :-S Oh well, the hell with her la... It's better not to waste time getting all riled up over some sapphic weirdo. Hahaha...

*Cripes,gotta really study hard for Play test this fri!!! Gahhhh...and I can't wait for SnW tmr. Two weeks since I last exercised, I feel so FAT la!!!! :-/*

Ladbrooke || 9:20 PM

Date : Thursday, July 17, 2008

Thinking of You by Katy Perry

I know I've been changing my blog song so many times but I fell in love with this song as soon as I heard it and I just had to put it on! I'm so into Katy Perry now la!!! And this song is really, really sad... Here's Thinking of You by Katy Perry:

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Ladbrooke || 9:57 PM

Date : Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Attack Of The Assignments.

Gahhh, it's assignment domination time again! Sighs, seems like not long ago we went through this. :( I can't wait for the long holiday, we need a break really bad. I'm so tired la.

I wanna get back our tests so I can gauge where I'm at right now, cos clearly, I have no idea whatsoever. Cripes, cripes, cripes...I like that word. Hahaha. It's like Ladbrooke Taylor's favourite profanity. Haha. Anyway, I'm so happy cos my mum said when my dad comes back next week I can ask him for the Singfest ticket! Woohoo! And she said she'll pay half and he can pay half! *does the retard dance* PCD, here I come!!! (and if they actually knew this, they should be very, very afraid...muahahaha!!)

Okay, going off now...toodle-deedle-doo!

*As someone once said, and I totally agree with this notion now, "I'm barely staying above the water level, but should be sinking soon..." Sighs, anybody got a life jacket or better yet a dinghy??*

Ladbrooke || 9:38 PM

Date : Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Girl From Red Hill.

SnW was at 8am, I was to meet Ruth and Dinah at 6.30am...guess what time I woke up?? 6.26am!!! OMG! I freaked out in my semi-awake disposition and started cussing to myself... I breathed in and out to calm myself down and then calculated that by the time I get there it would be around 8.45? So like forget it la, just go for english lesson.

Then!!! When I was on the train already at 11, Dinah called to say that maybe the lesson starting earlier instead of 12.15...OMG!! Panic again, cos I was only at Tampines. Then Ruth said maybe I wanted to go for the friday's lesson, but since I was already at Lavender she said the class will wait for me. I felt so horrible, but my lovely 1D01 said they will wait for me...:)) I LOVE YOU GALS LA!!!! Anyway, when I apologized loudly to the class on d phone, the people around me looked at me like I was nuts! Can't they friggin see that I was on d phone?? Aiyoooo...

Anyhoodles,I cabbed from Red Hill and my shit luck made me get the Silver Cab so the starting fare was like $3.20!! Gahh... I spent like $8.60 on the fare but at least it got me there fast. And it was so funny cos at first the driver was going 60, which was sooo slow la. So I kept tapping my feet on the floor, and he went like 70? So I tapped my nails on my bag and stared at him then the meter, and then him again. He kept turning behind, and with every turn of his head he went faster. LOL! Soon he was driving almost 100!!! So I got there quick...

I felt so bad making the class and Ms Chong wait but instead she apologized to me for changing the time again and again. Haha... And she called me Girl From Red Hill...lol... which explains my title right? hahah..but I sound like some ghost la! Kinda cool actually, but whatever...

*Gongz are like going crazy planning how to get tickets for SingFest!! Haha... I think my mum will give in soon, I must just suck up a little more...hehehe*

Ladbrooke || 4:30 PM

Date : Sunday, July 13, 2008

SingFest '08

I really, really, really want to go to SingFest '08!!!! Omg!! PCD will be performing!!! But the tickets are like really expensive la, $200! It's on the 3rd of August, not enough time to save up. :( I'm gonna beg my mum to buy me a ticket! Sighs, I really want to gooooo!!!

Atika and I have been joining contests to win tickets...hahaha. If I don't get to go, I'll probably find some underhand means just to see them. Stalk?? HAHAHAHA....ok ok, I'm liable to do that but I WONT! I don't wanna have a restraining order filed against me by PCD! Omg...hahahaha...

Ugh... I hope my parents buy me a ticket, or I win a contest. I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go!!! :( Lily would probably tell me to cheat some guy into buying tickets for me! Hahahahaha.... Hmmmm... Nah, I won't la, my guilty conscience would kill me! lol

Ladbrooke || 6:43 PM

Date :

I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry

This song has been like stuck in my head ever since I told Ruth about it!!! And I think it's such a cute song... lol

Here are the lyrics:

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
You're my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Ladbrooke || 3:51 PM

Date : Saturday, July 12, 2008

Bye...

Just came home from Changi Airport from sending off my aunt and family. I didn't really see them the whole time they were here, only twice. Oh well, I'm always not present during family outings anyway. Hmm, they'll be coming again in December, should be...that's what Cassidy (my cousin) said. It's always very nice to see them again after so long, but the goodbyes are always uncomfortable to sit through. I mean, my aunts and mum would be crying, my grandparents would be holding back the tears but they'll look so sad, and the atmosphere gets so gloomy. -____-" I don't like that. Hahaha. I wonder who d hell does anyway!

Anyway, we took a pic with Cassidy... (p.s. I'm actually taller than my older sis, but in this pic I was bending down, so I look shorter... HAHAHAHAHA!)

Ladbrooke || 8:55 PM

Date : Friday, July 11, 2008

Oh Cripes!

I just received an e-mail from Shira Masri, the Marketing Executive of Le Baroque, and as I had already expected, the age limit is 21 for girls. :((( I think it's cos of the free flow of Vodka that's part of the event. Haha. Whatever! I mean, I won't even go to drink (cos I don't drink, durrh) but I just wanna watch Olynn perform la. Shucks, guess that's NEVER going to happen!!! I'm so bummed out now... :-( Gahhh, to hell with it la...

Ooh, I just had my eyebrows done but it's like kinda lopsided to me. Hmmm, but ok la... at least I no longer have friggin caveman eyebrows! Hahaha...

Sighs, I should start writing that bloody article on Stage Fright for nadh's cousin now. Thank God even she hasnt written hers yet! Hahahaha... I wonder if I'll get paid.. Hmmmmm... :-/

Ladbrooke || 3:19 PM

Date :

A "Le Baroque" Affair.

I received an e-mail from dearest Olynn about this Re-Launch of Party Bands @ Baroque just now. I'm flattered that I'm under her mailing list! :)) Anyway, I don't know whether I'll be allowed to go if there's an age limit. :( You see, before 10pm Le Baroque is a restaurant and after that it's a club. The club is where Shagies performs, but the age limit for the club is like 21 la! So, the event takes place from 9pm-11pm which makes me confuse as to whether it'll be in "restaurant mode" or "club mode". I hope I can go though, I mean, I got a friggin invitation, it's such a waste if I can't!!! :D And of course it'll be a chance to FINALLY meet Miss Roslin Saleh! :P

Hmm, so anyhoos I e-mailed the admin staff of Le Baroque for further clarification of the event. *Fingers, toes...eyes crossed* I really hope I can go!!! Le Baroque is really a a nice place leh; very posh. Tch, don't know why the age limit must be 21 la. At least if it's 18 I can sneak in or something. Gahhh... Anyhoos, here's the thing she e-mailed me, I shall post for fun la, cos it's exciting! Hahahaha... And I kinda covered up the details of the event for privacy matters la. I mean, I don't wanna get into trouble or something so just to be safe I blocked up the date, time and return address... And please note: I am not advertising this event as I am not part of any of it, and neither do I want to take any credit whatsoever...(just so we're clear...:P)

(P.S. Olynn looks soooooo diffie in the 'poster' la...omg!!! It doesn't look like her at all :-S The only thing I recognize is her chin la...lol..crap!)

Ladbrooke || 2:26 AM

Date : Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Goodbye by Secondhand Serenade

I know my new skin is such a far cry from my previous one.:P But I was inspired by this
song. It's sad really...Here are the lyrics:


It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong (x3)

Ladbrooke || 9:21 PM

Date : Monday, July 7, 2008

. . .

I feel like a pig la... I've been sleeping almost the whole day!! When the doctor said the medicine will make me sleepy, I didn't think it would actually work that well. Geez, when I woke up I felt so woozy, I think I almost stumbled on my own feet. Hahaha. Imagine that...

Ugh, it's so shitty that I've eaten so much these few days (until I've probably gained a few pounds) but I can still get gastric. Sickening la... Oh well, at least the doc gave me better medication this time and not that stupid calamine-lotion-tasting medicine. Eyuck...

Okay, House is starting soon...and I have to take my medication again. Probably won't wake up till noon tomorrow. Haha. All's well anyway, since I won't be going to school again tomorrow. I think I'd just die in pain if I have to do those abs workout! Gahhh...

Ladbrooke || 9:48 PM

Date : Saturday, July 5, 2008

Dear John.

Cried my eyes out last night while reading Dear John by Nicholas Sparks! Even though this is like the fourth time I'm reading it, it just didn't fail to make me cry. I think this is my fave from Sparks... It was like, with every line that I read for the last few chapters, my heart wrenched in pain, almost literally. The tears would burn at the back of my eyes and I would feel this ache in my chest, I guess you do feel emotions in your heart... Scientifically the brain would be the one to feel the pain right? lol. Crap, what the hell am I talking about??! lol

Anyway, I love the ending in a horrible and sorta sadistic kinda way... I mean, it's so sad but it's the harsh reality. True love might not have a happy ending, but it will always last forever... Here's the concluding paragraph:

"Finally, she seems to relax. And then I feel as if I'm witnessing a miracle, as ever so slowly she raises her face toward the moon. I watch her drink in the sight, sensing the flood of memories she's unleashed and wanting nothing more than to let her know I'm here. But instead I stay where I am and stare up at the moon as well. And for the briefest instant, it almost feels like we're together again..."

Ladbrooke || 5:05 PM

Date : Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Why I Look Bitchy...

My mum bought 8 Days and the cover attracted me so; one of the captions was, "Why do some people look bitchy?" So of course I had to read it right?? Hahaha. This is what 8 Days said, "If you're one of those grossly misunderstood people who always get 'You look really bitchy' comments despite being as sweet as apple pie, blame it on your two-dimensional, hollow midface." And here I am going, WTF DO U MEAN BY 2-D, HOLLOW MIDFACE???!!! lol.

I mean seriously, what the hell does that mean? 2-D? My face is flat???? Hollow midface? I have a hole in d centre of my face??? Huh??!? lol. Funny leh this magazine, instead of giving me answers it's giving me more questions la. lol. Grrr, wateva then, I'll just have to resign to my fate that I'll always look bitchy without really knowing why exactly...:/

Ladbrooke || 6:17 PM