Where do I go from here? What can I do now? I ain't got a clue... ...Sighs...
Thanks for the chat luv, we're both in this together now. :) Crap buddies we shall remain. Hehehe...
*I swear she's an angel. She's changed my life, but I don't know how to thank her for it. I still feel darn stupid about being so oversensitive. Sorry babe...and thank you, from the bottom of my heart...:)*
Been feeling down this week cos of some things but now I feel much better. It still bothers me of course, but I'm trying not to let it affect me too much. Well, I really have to thank my galssss for letting me pour everything out to them, you gals are loved. :D And also someone has cheered me up tremendously cos now I seriously believe (don't know why I ever doubted it though) that she's really sincere about all she's done for me. I guess I was really being oversensitive there. I feel so silly now. Heh...
There was also another thing that cheered me up today. Well, this girl in my centre came up to me and said, "teacher, you look like the pussycat doll the leader." I just burst out laughing and thanked her for that. :) Haissss, if only it were true! hahahahahaha... ;)
Sorry, I'm being Little Miss Sensitive all of a sudden... I guess it's not that big a deal. Hmm, truth be told, I'm not upset that I can't go, cos there's always some other time no problem...it's cos of something else actually. Okay, never mind...
Show was strangely entertaining, the kids in the audience were so easily amused and soooo cute, and it was so great to see my girls again. Okay, not in the mood to talk much so just gonna put up some pictures (there are somemore I haven't received yet though).
The pic was rather dark, so after brightening it and all that, we all turned out orangey... We can be casted into CSI: Miami now! hahahaha...>.<" Acting cute with apples? :/ (hmm, I look so old suddenly right? lol...) Flirting around with the merchants of ye olde days...X-P Heh... Look at that lady at the back, she oso want to tangkap glamour with us! hahahahaha... Supposed to be Lehui and me only, but suddenly Dinah popped out of nowhere! hahahaha... So, Lehui and I took another pic! Nyahahahahaha!
Will add more pics if I get them, well maybe I will. See first. hehes...
I was so bored, I decided to have fun with Photofunia. Heh...heh...heh... Once in a while shiok sendiri, pretend pretend to be famous or what not wrong right...??? hehehe... Well here they are:
Wonder why I ended up in a museum for... Look! I'm on d cover of Vogue magazine!!! Probably for worse dressed of the year la...!!! X-P Well I always wanted to go to New York's Times Square... Never thought I'd be a billboard there. ;) And lookie here, Paris Hilton promoting my album??!?!?? Awesomenessssss... :-P
Okay, done... You guys should have a try! Or maybe u already had, and I'm the slow one... Hahaha. I think it's a case of d latter la. I'm always slow when it comes to shit like this. Oh well...
Woohoo! I'm done with e-learning! All that's left is Language Arts which I have to do a checklist during attachment... hehehe. So I'm a free woman for the rest of the week. It took me forever to do speech though. It took me so long to decide on which book, I think I did a recording of umm, 3 other books before settling for the one I sent in. And, the story was like interesting arh, I read and read aloud till the end of the short story but it was like much more than 10 minutes, so half the time I was reading aloud for nothing! Hahahaha. Bacin sey...lol...
I'm so dang bored now... Bleahsss. X( Shall go and watch tutorials to find which eye I should do for Ruth. Hehehe...
Decided to change my blog song... Remember...?? I'm cleansing my blog for the sake of the good people who actually bother to read it! *to be clear, there was no fall out or anything. Just a decision I made* Anyway, here are the lyrics to my all-time favourite 80s rock classic:
Alone by Heart
I hear the ticking of the clock I'm lying here the room's pitch dark I wonder where you are tonight No answer on the telephone And the night goes by so very slow Oh I hope that it won't end though Alone
(Chorus) Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone
You don't know how long i have wanted To touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long I have waited And I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own And my love for you is still unknown Alone
(Chorus) Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone Alone, alone
Did some real cleansing of my blog. I realized I had put up LOTS of posts about someone, and after a while I also got irritated with myself. Heh...heh...heh. Can't help it la, my life is so the boring! I have nothing else to write about...:( Never mind. I removed most of the posts which contained mainly that person (ohh, and I also removed those where I mentioned an idiot's name). I also think it's for the better la. Macam obsessed to the extreme gitukan? Don't know la what's wrong with me. Sorry people...>.<" Hehehehe...
From 131 posts, I'm left with 115! hahahahaha. That's quite a lot I removed. Phwooot!!! Okay, now my blog is safer for anyone to read, I think. But ala, now I won't have much to blog about. Darn... :/ But ummm, once in a while I mention her name here and there bolehkan??? HAHAHAH! Okay, I hope this will be the last post dedicated to someone. After this, I'll TRY my hardest not to blog about her anymore okay??? Keyword: TRY!!! Ah, I know...I'll just blog in my private blog la! yay! Solved...
Umm, my stomach is killing me. Shouldn't have taken that laksa. Damn... Can I wish for a new stomach, God?? HAHAHAHAHA! Okay, crappidoodledeeeeee....
Finally decided to go to the doctor about my stomach so no more nagging me to go okay! X) Anyway, funny la I have an appointment with CGH like one month in advance! Can you imagine how long the queue is until I have to wait one whole month for my appointment???!!! In case I forget (which I'm liable to do so) please someone remind me that I have to go for my appointment on 12.12.08... Thanks. It's in d morning which means I'll have to skip Language Arts for that day. :) lol...
I'm so bored. I should really be reading Cherish and finish it by today, but I'm so lazy. Oh well, even if I don't finish, I have to return it by tomorrow otherwise I'll have to come back during E-learning week! No thank yewwwwww...
Skipped class yesterday cos train was delayed... So much of the blah blah blah so I shall just move on to d pictures. These are some of them the highly efficient Fathiah has sent to us, now I'm just waiting for the less efficient Dinah to send us d rest of the photos! lol...X-) We went to Pizza Hut by the way, the student meal is loved! hehehe...
$6.90 only for a meal! OMG!!! Awesomenesssss...
Why do I look so darn pissed? lol. Is that d usual expression I give most of the time...??? Ish... :-P
Dinah took a picture of Fathiah taking a picture of her, and there's my hand being very the sibuk...hehehehe
Wayne must be really happy cos of the $6.90 meal. ;-)
Constipated much? Nyahahahaha...
Ruth thought this angle would be nice, and Dinah was smiling so happily for it but then see what happened!? Only part of Ruth's face and Dinah's head is seen! lol...>.<" Here I go again with that masam face of mine. I should learn to smile more, like Fathiah in this pic... But then I'll look like a perv smiling all the time right?!?! LOL...
****Edited cos I'm such a thoughtful friend...hehehehehe****
According to Ruth, this is a very artistic photo. Hmm, I can't appreciate art much I guess...:-P
I don't know the story behind this, but I find it somewhat hilarious... hehs. :-/ ok never mind...
Met Nadh yesterday after what seems like so long! So naturally, we both had many updates to share... hehehehe. It was just like back in secondary 4 when we'd both be the first in class and then we'd have early morning gossip session. lol. We dubbed each other "morning gossip partners". What did we gossip about? hehehe. Teachers and schoolmates la what else!?? Favourite topic? What the fashionistas of Siglap wore that morning. Nyahahahahaha.
Even though the other 3 goons couldn't make it for our supposedly weekly Gongz meeting, Nadh and I had lots of fun! And ohh, the walnut cheesecake is heaven... She updated me on her umm, many busboys while I updated her solely on umm...well, my stories mainly revolved around someone la. X) lol. Kesian Nadh, fed up jugak agaknye she listen to my story! Hehehehehehehe... Oh well, she oso kpo2 wanna know mah. Hahaha... Let's have a gossip session again soon, Naddy! heh heh heh...;)
Anyway, just now went to Fish & Co. (not express!) with family and Mami to celebrate Nayli's birthday. I've been craving the fish and chips for like the longest time!!! Finally I got it! I was quite disappointed with their range of mocktails though. :( At last I bought this drink called Sea Monkey Freeze and got a huge shock when it came. It was like so BIG! hahahaha. Didn't expect that. I couldn't drink much though, so the rest helped me with it. Hehs. Overall lunch was scrump-deli-umptiousssss...:)
Hurray for Obama!!!! :) It wasn't really a surprise at all that he won. The stats are: Obama- 349 Electoral Votes; 61, 942, 640 Popular Votes... McCain-147 Electoral Votes; 55, 038, 446 Popular Votes. Yupsss, Obama won by a landslide! :) Wilde should be very happy then. hahahahah. ok nvm.
You know ah, I noticed the southern countries are the ones who voted for McCain, like umm, Arizona, Idaho, Wyoming, Kansas, Alabama, Texas, etc. Hmm, have they always been the red states? lol. I dont know which is a blue or red state la. Oh well, I'm not American anyway, not important for me to know. hehs... But let's say if I were to migrate, I wouldn't go to any of the red states since I can no longer be accepted there, if you know what I mean...X) hehehehehahahahah!!!
Well anyhoos, here's d first part of Obama's acceptance speech. I like the first line he says, it's very true... There are like 2 more parts I think but it's so long, and I don't think anyone would bother loading it here, so I'm just putting up d first part. Have a listen:
More videos! lol. Don't know where this woman finds all this stupid shit. This one is an ad for um, washing powder. The boy is so darn cute la, and yes, his facial expression is classic!
Ohh, and we spoke. I'm not angry anymore la. Can't be bothered really. Maybe it was just the heat of the moment, then wanna drama mama sikit kan, so just throw small tantrum. Hehehe. But, someone is still not forgiven, nor am I speaking to him anymore. Malas nak layan, don't mean much to me anyway. And, I'm sorry mummy, but I'm serious about moving on to girls. NYAH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!! Let's hit a gay club, my gay buddies! Ruth, I'm speaking to you... HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA... Okay, readers, don't be appalled at my current and sudden ummm, gayness? Hahahaha. Blame guys who have shit for brains! Muagagagagagagaga...X)
Watched Susuk last night. Wah, dah excited2 want to watch, but the show turned out to be crap! I can sum up the show in 3 words: chicken, gay, and pointless. Well, the ghost looks like a chicken (no offence to mak cik...hehehe), and chickens appear before she comes to kill people; every woman seduces every other woman, and the "head bomoh" or whatever u call him paid for some tranny to strip for him; &&&, there are so many unrelated and unnecessary scenes!!! LOL...It's like a comedy more than horror la can! Hahahaha...
I still don't get the show though. Especially this part where um, this celebrity, Rosanna (i think this is how it's spelt) who invites d main character, Suraya, who is a fan to watch her show. Then Rosanna drives her home. Sounds familiar much?? hehehehe. BUT! The weird part is, the next day Rosanna invites Suraya to watch her getting susuk from this bomoh! Nonsense right?
Wait, got summore yang lagi merepek... Rosa invites Su to her house, then Rosa comes out of the pool in her bikini and was like seducing Su la! Rosa then takes off her bikini top. Su's reaction? No reaction. Interesting. If I were Su I would be like, 0_o "Ummmm, excuse me????? What the hell are you doing????" Either that or, "ooooooooh, niceeeeee" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA!!! Ok, that's so wrong. Sorry. lol...X) Point is, I don't get what that scene was for!!!! Nonsense la d show. Seriously... To think there was so much hype about it. Tskkkkkk....
Boys should just burn in hell for all I care. Tak pakai otak langsung! What is it about me arh? It seems people love to deceive me... Stupid. I'm not petty, I'm not jealous, I'm just pissed that some idiot lied to me. Just tell me the truth la, don't need to pretend and keep me dangling on a string right? Bodoh sey. Memang bodoh! Thinking that telling me later would be better? Trying to blame it on me that I didn't ask sooner? Merepek. How can someone be so dumb? Dumb dumby dumbasshole. Bahhh... Forget it. Such people are a waste of time. Moving on...
I think I'm going to girls now... Hahahahahaha U think my sexybeast is in the market? Hehehehehehe Lalalalala...
