Lost Forever…

Date : Sunday, January 25, 2009

Wallowing...

I feel like listening to Boys II Men...
That should say a lot about how I'm feeling.
And I don't even know why!

Anyway short belated birthday shout out to:

Deep (21st January 1990)
Thanks for entertaining my nonsense all the time dude!
Will chat with you soon...

Mikail (23rd January 2003)
Sorry I couldn't come and eat Power Ranger cake with you...
I'll make it up to you somehow...

Olynn (24th January 1971)
I hope something special did happen for you afterall...
Saw my fairy??? Hehehe...;-)

Ladbrooke || 3:54 PM

Date : Thursday, January 22, 2009

R on the R...

Em, the Rs are not who you think okay...hehehe... It stands for Rin On The Rox! They are awesome....ahh, I'm in love with their voices I swear... Okay, perhaps most would have known them by now, but you know me, I'm always so slow. :-| A friend intro-ed me to them and now I'm a groupie!!! LOL... Anyway here are two of my favourite videos by them; If I Were A Boy and Take A Bow... Have a listen and be blown away...

p.s. Roxanne is hawtttttt urh...;-)

Ladbrooke || 4:49 PM

Date : Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Fat House Cat...

I'm currently addicted to this song, seriously, I can have it on repeat like for the whole day and I won't get sick of it. Heck, I had it on repeat for like hours over the past few days!!! Heh heh heh... It's actually the song they played on Twilight, the last part when Bella and Edward (those r d names I think) were dancing. The show was okay...but the song is AWESOME!!! ;-) Anyway, I LOVE Iron & Wine...his voice is like so unique la! Okay, have a listen...

Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron & Wine

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Ladbrooke || 2:41 PM

Date : Saturday, January 17, 2009

Flightless Bird...

Just a few more assignments to go, an exam...and then we're done. Gosh... I can't wait to get year 1 over and done with!!! Sighs...still feels like a long way to go though. Sighs... Oh well... After everything we can finally rest and PARTAYYYYYYYY!!!! ;-)

I'm still rather uncertain about Cest La Vie... ehhh... I wanna go but...but...but... gahhh... Never mind... I shall just go. Hahaha... Speakin of Cest La Vie, joke of the night (last night):

Nadh: So we go for gala or matinee?
Me & Au: Gala! Duh...
Nadh: Oh ok, we go for the gala...and then
we can see another galah kan?
Me: -______-"

Hahaha...ok, never mind, most of you won't get it... hahahaha... Inside joke. ;-)

Ladbrooke || 5:18 PM

Date : Monday, January 12, 2009

Soredom...

Sickness + Boredom = Soredom... Okay, I know I should be resting so I will feel alive for the field trip tomorrow, but I couldn't sleep. Waiting for dinner now anyway...not supposed to skip meals anymore! Urgh... Anyhooooos, I was viewing through Friendster, and saw that Nicole Scherzinger had added new photos, and one of the photos seemed a lot like one of my poses in a picture. Hahaha! So...I decided to do a little comparison. Remember: SOREDOM!!! Yes, that led me into doing such crap. But you know ah...there is an itty bitty bit of resemblance in an itty bitty way. Hahahaha!

Perasan urh Karimah...!!! LOL... Oh well... X-) Once in a while shiok sendiri, not wrong what! Here are the pics...LOL... If we look nothing alike, just shut up! Let me have my fun of resembling my idol ok...hahahahahehehehehe!

LOL!!! Boleh tahan la eh??? hehehehe.... Yeah...I'm bored and my brain is clogged up by my sick... Maybe that's why I see a resemblance... Nyah ha ha ha ha ha... But of course I know Nicole is like 1240119713081005 times hotter!!! HAHAHA!!! Okay, done with my nonsense!! ;-)

Ladbrooke || 8:43 PM

Date : Sunday, January 11, 2009

One of Those Days...

Ever had one of those days?
Those days you feel so ugly on the inside,
Those days you feel so ugly on the outside,
Those days you just feel like a monster.

Ever had one of those days?
Those days you feel you can't do anything right,
Those days you feel you don't have any hope,
Those days you just feel like letting everything go.

Ever had one of those days?
Those days you feel like poopy shit,
Those days you feel like the whole world has ended,
Those days you just feel better off dead.

Ever had one of those days?
Those days you feel you suck at everything,
Those days you feel you can never succeed,
Those days you just feel like giving up.

Ever had one of those days?
Those days you feel as if everyone is against you,
Those days you feel like you can never smile again,
Those days you just feel empty...

I'm having one of those days...
Sighs...

Ladbrooke || 4:10 PM

Date : Saturday, January 10, 2009

1, 2, 3 and 4...

1...2...and...3...are keeping me out of focus.
Then comes in 4...but I can deal with 4.
I'm always dealing with 4.
I'm used to 4 even though it's been three months
Since 4 was in the picture.

But 1, 2 and 3...they're new to me.
New things to learn from,
New things that might make me fall...
I hate new things, I'm so uncertain about them.
Soon...I hope...1, 2 and 3 will disappear.
Soon...(enough).
I'll manage 1, 2 and 3...

Maybe 3's not such a big thing.
Yet 1 and 2...
Ouch...
Headaches. Big headaches.
Sighs... It'll be over soon...
Well, maybe 4 will still stay, but I'm fine with that...
At least I know what to do.

That's all I ask for;
Answers to what I can do.
Ah...oh well...

Please...don't even try to decipher my codes...
Hahahaha...
Okay...
Karimah, focus right now na na...;-)

Enough of depressing moody post, man...!!!!

Smiles...:-)
There's all the happiness I can manage for you...:-)

Ladbrooke || 12:35 AM

Date : Monday, January 5, 2009

And I Would Walk 500 More...

This new blog song of mine has been stuck in my head for the longest time, and so I HAVE to put it here. It's a song from Scotland, you can hear the accent very obviously actually. hahaha... Well here is 500 Miles by The Proclaimers:

When I wake up yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you
When I go out yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you

If I get drunk yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you
And if I haver yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm working yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's working hard for you
And when the money comes in for the work I'll do
I'll pass almost every penny on to you

When I come home yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who comes back home to you
And if I grow old well I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's growing old with you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm lonely yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man whose lonely without you
When I'm dreaming yes I know I'm gonna dream
Dream about the time when I'm with you.

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

Ladbrooke || 10:26 PM

Date : Sunday, January 4, 2009

Lagging...

Went bowling with Au and Ami yesterday, we sucked real bad at the beginning...but...okay fine, we still sucked till the end. HAHAHA!!! At least we had fun...;-) Then ate at Fish & Co. . Sadly, they don't serve curly fries anymore. Speaking of curly fries... Let me share a funny conversation about it:

......suddenly we ended up talkin about McDonald's ever changing specials......

Karimah: They take away the specials too fast la...I loved the
Spicy McNuggets, and now it's gone!
Olynn: Ya! I really liked the...umm, what's that? Spring Onion?
Karimah: *cocks eyebrow* You buy spring onion from McDonalds???!?!?
Olynn: Eh.....no... Not spring onion, umm apa tu...Oh ya, curly fries!
*Everyone in the car, except Olynn starts laughing*
Karimah: Spring onion...jauh sey Olynn...
Olynn: >.<" Tu lah...apa jer eh Olynn...

Should let her know that the Twister Fries are back, and remind her not to order spring onion from the counter instead! lol... Funny lady... Anyway, after that we went to the park to camwhore. I know, of all places kan? hahahaha... Afterward we met Spec, sat at McDonald's and slacked for a bit. Oooh, I gotta admit to Atika...tagged is quite fun now. HAHAHAHA... Well, after three accounts, I've finally figured it out! hahahaha... Okay, a lot of crappy pics but only gonna post d nice ones here...

Ah, I really like this picture... Very nice lighting...

We look jaundiced, but quite a nice effect though...

Mo was the one holding the camera, but still he can't look at the right angle!!! Hahahaha...

See lah that morsyid sibuk at the back...Atika oso tryna sumbat herself in d pic but you only see her eye! Hahaha.... Again, I like the lighting... ;-)

Okay done! Gotta get back to assignments... I'm so lagging behind. Distractions, distractions!!! Urgh...

Ladbrooke || 11:30 PM

Date : Thursday, January 1, 2009

Countdown To Twenty-O-Nine...

Went out with Morsyid and Atika yesterday, first to Sentosa, then stopped by Marina Mandarin and then watched the fireworks at the Esplanade... Fun, fun day... Though the crowd irritated me like efffff what with all the smells, shoving and pushing around. Urgh... Oh well... So picture time now!!! :-) And here's wishing everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :-)

God knows how many times we tried to take a nice shot in the monorail! lol... So this is d best out of all those tries...

Turtleheads... Morsyid was infront so couldn't take pic with us on the tram...

Heh... I look like I'm wearing those pageant sashes, I guess I represent Calvin Klein Jeans???

Let them do all the work, I'll just keep on snapping pictures without them knowing... hehehe

Cos of the bloody sun, I keep having to squint and most of the pics, my eyes look closed. LOL...

heh...heh....heh.. My photography not so good la, only half of Mo's face can be seen here..hehehe...sorry mo..lol

Suddenly my leg looks so the skinny here...LOL...>.<"

Okay, I was bored all sitting alone ok...lol...so there'll be many S.S pics of me!! lol...

Act cute right Morsyid??? Irritating eh?

HAHAHA! I like this shot...he didn't even know I took it, but he looks so damn happy, don't know why though...

Ah, now I know why he was so happy in the previous pic... hehehe... Hot dude at the back! LOL... yeah, that's d purpose of this pic actually, I was just being the accomplice ok...lol...

Told ya there'll be a lot of pics of moi... But ok la...quite sexy right? HAHAHAHAH!!!!!

Speakin of sexy...look at morsyid trying so hard to exude just that! Hmm, ok la..boleh pass lah...50/100...lol...

Atika, you shouldn't have worn white to swim...unless there was an ulterior motive of u doin so??? hehehehe....

X-) 'Nuff said...:-P

Is that supposed to be sexy? or am I just avoiding the sunlight?!??

See la, want to keep the mat also so the kecoh...hehehe... I spot a double chin!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I really look older than them huh? Good, bad? I don't know...Maybe I should hang around older looking people...or older people, whatever...;-)

I think I should wear caps/hats more... Covers the flaws of my awful hair parting... Oh ,and I love this picture!

Half of Morsyid's face gone again! hahahaha... For all you know, I'm doing it on purpose... nyeh heh heh heh... Joking la joking la...

I like this picture too... No nasty comments here... hehehehe...

I was trying to balance... But ended up looking like I'm trying to dance?? lol...

Morsyid sibuk lah...:-P

Kakak, that feather thingy on ur head distracting you know!??

Morsyid punya kaki tak senonoh sey...LOL...

My supposedly artistic photo...but don't look very artistic. Blame the models ok, not the photographer!!!

Morsyid: "Buat posing miang, buat posing miang..."
Karimah: "Huh? Miang pose macam mana tu???"
Morsyid: "Miang arh...seductive gitu"

So at last, this is what you get... lol... FAIL!!! hahahaha...

I realize my eyebrow looks like a bracket...well sort of... hahaha.. Okay, never mind...X-P

He really looks like a small boy la...lol..takleh angkat sey...

The hat, apparently, was used to cover up my ummm......

I look sleepy eh? lol... And Atika like wanna act cute....haiii...

Atika and Spec were talking...so Morsyid and I decided to camwhore! Wanted to distract myself from the dude performing in the bar behind us too. He has a good voice, but he destroyed Far Away by Nickelback... Urghhhh....

While waiting for the fireworks...just a few minutes away from 2009. Atika and Morsyid are supposed to be inside, but....hehehehe...

Pretty fireworks.... The sound was scary though, it was as if I was facing a firing squad! LOL...

"Surrounded by nothing at all, except the lights...." A line from The Flow la...lol... Anyway, nice way to end 2008 and begin 2009...:-)

Well, time for new beginnings, new surprises await and new hopes and wishes to be made... Hope everyone had fun breakin into the new year. But now...I've got bad karma! Firstly, and most importantly...I missed Olynn on Cucuku Sayang!!! Last night she appeared, and I didn't watch! URGH! Never mind, 7 more to go.... Then I missed Andrea Fonseka singing at d countdown. She was singing!!! Urghhh... Then when I got home facebook gave me shit for a while... And now I'm sick. Urghhh... Oh well... I'm just happy to know that my bitchiness hasn't totally worn out yet, just went for toilet break aje. Hehehehe... The Head Bitch is back! But I feel sorry for someone though...>.<" hehehehehehe.... Okay, maybe not! NYAH HAH HA HAH AHAHA

And oh yah... TSUNAMI!!!!! Hahahaha... Never mind... Only one or two might get the joke... Hahahahahehehehe!!!!

Ladbrooke || 3:30 PM