Lost Forever…

Date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009

No Buts...

My dearest,
Please know I mean it when I say
You're worth too much to be made a stepping stone...
No two ways about it, love...
You're a priceless gem,
So please don't let anyone step on you...
And I love you too...

Ladbrooke || 1:02 AM

Date : Monday, July 27, 2009

I Love It When I'm High...

It's 3am, I'm high on medication and lack of sleep... But I like it.... hehehehe... This is prove of how tipsy I am on medication!

Was talking to Shirin...and look what the hell i drew!!!! hahahaha.. omg... By tmr, when I'm more aware of what I'm doing, this is gonna be embarrassing! hahahahahah....

Ladbrooke || 3:17 AM

Date : Saturday, July 25, 2009

Don't Do This...

Heard this song at McCafe and now I'm sooooo in love with it! Such a sad and touching song... Have a listen, and read d lyrics....

Tonight by FM Static...

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus.
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

pls don't confuse me like this...
what the hell was that about????
And I don't even know how to ask you about it...

Ladbrooke || 1:07 AM

Date : Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Shagies 22nd Anniversary

Was still sneezy at the party, and worse still it was free standing!!! Had to stand d whole way and the people kept steppin on my toes and all that. But push that all aside, the performances by Shagies was awesome shit!!! Hilarious la they... Olynn a.k.a Mariah Scary according to Yanee looked extra sexy last night man! hahaha... And Yanee who dressed in drag was sexy too... HAHAHAHAH!!!! I can't remember what he was called by Olynn, Aretha Fatklin I think...hahaha... Well anyway, after the show they performed as per normal at 10pm but then so sibuk got other local bands performed as well. So we left at around 11.15pm...So early right??? hahahaha... Anyway, here are d pics....

Mariah Scary... Her hair is damn va-va-voom la...hahaha...

We compared hands, and we have the same freakishly tiny sized hands!!!! hahaha...

Sexy Diva Yanee...hahahaha... X-)

Mum refused to take pics with us...hahaha

Yanee, in his original male form... hahahaha! A very happy 7th anniversary to him and his wife...:-)

Olynn was going, "take family photo! come take family photo!" hahahah... Ummm..yeah sure..

The no. 7 on her shirt is cos she's d latest addition to the 7-piece band, Shagies...hahaha.. She's d baby la tu..

Picture of the night... Sorry I look rather squished and uncomfortable, she caught me offguard! hahaha... I was just trying my best to smile while my chubby cheeks were squished by Olynn!!! hahahaha...

Anyway, to all ladies out there, never hurt or harm yourself over a guy. No guy is ever worth it... A guy who makes you want to drink your misery away is nothing but a hindrance to your life. If he's not makin you happy and he doesn't even bother to try, don't even think, just walk away... Okay, that's all I wanted to say...

Ladbrooke || 2:22 PM

Date : Saturday, July 18, 2009

Goodbye Marissa...

Marissa Kanakaredes:
16th December 2007 - 18th July 2009

Marissa Kanakaredes was put to rest on the 18th of July 2009 at 1.08pm... She has been a good phone thus far, and I'm going to miss her. She was getting old, and it was time for her to have some rest. Sooooooooooo, meet the latest addition to my family, Solange Kanakaredes (not cos of Solange Knowles ok! I don't even know much about her, I just like d name...) hehehehe... I'm still tryna get used to Solange now, but I'm super duper happy I've got her!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... Shit, I think I am going nuts!!! hahahaha!!! oooh, btw, Ibu got me M.A.C Hello Kitty Quad Eye Palette!!! So loving it...:-D

Solange Kanakaredes:
18 July 2009 - Present (which is still 18 July 2009 btw..hahahaha!!!!)

Ladbrooke || 11:06 PM

Date : Thursday, July 16, 2009

my sister told me to update...
So I shall update, cos I like makin people happy...
Done...
There's my update...

p.s. 5 Days to Shagies 22nd Anni Party...weeeeeee!!! :-D

Ladbrooke || 3:49 PM

Date : Saturday, July 11, 2009

Ehhh...

Don't be too surprised that my blog song's an Indonesian song...hahaha... It's such a catchy song la, and in the video the babe's really gorgeoussssss... Anyway, abang Zac was d one who intro to me d song long time ago, but only yesterday I saw the video on Suria and now the song's like damn stuck in my head... hahahaha... I love d meaning of the song tho...very nice...very idiotic of d guy, but very nice...hahahah... Basically (for those non-malays) the singer is telling the hot babe to leave her boyfriend for him. Hahahaha! Ok, I'm so bored... I wanna go out... And so sad, Keri's gone for the week...:-( Haiyaaaaa....

Puspa (Putuskan Saja Pacarmu) by ST 12

Kau gadisku yang cantik
Coba lihat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu

Kau gadisku yang manis
Coba lihat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu

Walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu
Sudah ada yang punya
Namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku
Jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu
Putuskanlah saja pacarmu
Lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku

Walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu
Sudah ada yang punya
Namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Ladbrooke || 5:19 PM

Date : Monday, July 6, 2009

:-)

Just hearing that name could bring a smile upon my face
And that's a big thing, cos I don't smile too much most of d time...

:-)

Ladbrooke || 11:09 PM

Date : Sunday, July 5, 2009

Would You Say...?

I Told You So by Carrie Underwood...

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home"
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I returned.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

Ladbrooke || 2:22 PM

Date : Saturday, July 4, 2009

O.P.

Meet my new boyfriend, the leader of the Autobots, Optimus Prime.... Hahahahah! I'm so in love with him now after the second movie! *swooooons* Okay, I know it's so wrong, but heck, let me have my fun! lol.... I seriously think he was extra hotstuff in the second movie. In the first I thought Bumblebee was the coolest Autobot, now I've converted... hahahaha! I even think that Optimus was hotter than Megan Fox in the movie...and that's saying a lot!!! :-X Okay, that's all... I'm going to catch Single White Female now...Tchaus!

Ladbrooke || 11:33 PM

Date : Thursday, July 2, 2009

Up To My Down...

Was feeling down this morning...
Until I got this simple comment;

"But maybe... just maybe..."

Made me laugh, made me smile...
And now I'm hoping that the maybe is really a yes...
Hehehehehe...;-)

Ladbrooke || 7:34 PM