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Torn
Now the perfect sky is torn.
Date : Monday, December 14, 2009
All I Want For X'Mas....

This is the Top 10 on my Christmas wishlist:

1) Alex Meraz
2) These awful pimples to disappear forever!!!
3) Go to Bali with Mami n Uncle Rudy
4) Lots of R & R (double meaning behind this btw! Go figure....:-P)
5) New clothes
6) 辣兄辣妹 DVD ...
7) A Megan Fox doll
8) Wax figure of myself (without the awful pimples of cos)
9) "My Horizontal Life" by Chelsea Handler
10) To be a vampire...

These aren't in order because I want all of them really badly.... Santa Claus, I swear I've been a good girl this year...heeeeee....:-DJustify Full

Ladbrooke || 12:28 AM

Date : Saturday, December 12, 2009
Patch It Up...

Was watching Patch Adams and I couldn't get the poem he read to the woman that he loved out of my mind... Such a beautiful poem... Here it is:

I Do Not Love You by Pablo Neruda

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

that this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

Btw, I'm still considering starting my own Tumblr... Hmm... Wonder if I should...

Ladbrooke || 10:19 PM

Date : Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Another Star Falls...
Injustice... I swear, it's plain injustice... The way Ken said stuff, I already had a feeling Tabby wouldn't make it to the finals... Rigged results? Perhaps... You should know by now that local singing competitions always have a certain controversy sparked from shocking results... Yes, all three of them were good, but Tabby out? Nopes, doesn't sound right. Sezairi wasn't even that good tonight... I think Sylvia does deserve the spot as she has improved over the weeks, but whatever the case, Tabby was meant for the grand finals... Sighs...

From Live The Dream to Singapore Idol 3... all the BEST singers, which I naturally gave my undying support to didn't make it through... Irritating you know.... First was my dearest darling Olynn (who faced the worse injustice of them all losing to stupid Victor Tang!!!!) and now my dear Tabitha.... Sighs... It's sad, so sad...it's a sad, sad situation and it's getting more and more absurd... haha... K cut the drama, but I'm still shocked and disappointed. Sighs... And people said the same thing of the two abovementioned, "they look arrogant to me...maybe that's why people didn't vote". It's a singing competition, not a personality contest... and looks can be deceiving, someone who looks arrogant might actually be very humble and down to earth... I know how that feels!! ahahhaha!!! :-P

Seriously, I don't believe in local Singing competitions anymore... At least American Idol eh, the person who wins deserves the title very much, Singapore voting...ish... Nonsense... The girls especially la, vote for the "cute" guys with mediocre talent... Tsk tsk... See, even Charles, stupid Charles (who goes side by side with Victor Tang btw) made it to top 4... How to trust the voting like that??? Ok la, I stop my ranting here la.... Before I sound like nagging grandma... K, Sylvia better make us girls proud by being the first female Singapore Idol... No more malay guys pls!!! Fed up seh!!!! Sezairi, if u kalah oso, can go Suria, no worries, that's where every malay performer goes!!!... ahahahhahaha!!!!!

Ladbrooke || 10:46 PM

Date : Monday, December 7, 2009
Sighs, I'm Sorry...

Yeah, thanks, really, I'm so happy you bothered...:-)
But sorry, that doesn't change a thing...
You're still different now; I'm still empty...
You're still away, and I'm still waiting...
It might seem like you cared by doing that,
But I can see right through you.
You're a real rollercoaster ride...
And now I'm expecting a long way down to the pits of Hell...
I wish I could let it go, but I can't,
Not this time.
I'm sorry...:-(

Ladbrooke || 11:56 PM

Date :
Will You Come Back?

When I looked at you, I used to see the truth,
I used to see sincerity...
Now when I look at you, I see contradictions
I see a masked being,
What caused this change in you?
You're no longer the person I once knew...
Your warmth has disappeared,
You're gone to me now...
Please come back, cos I miss you...
I miss you so much, it hurts...
Find yourself again, and come back to me...
I'll be here, waiting...

Ladbrooke || 12:00 AM

Date : Saturday, December 5, 2009
The Last Song

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I look at you...
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I look at you...

Reading the book now, and just watched the clear version of the official trailer for d movie!!! Damn! Now two Nicholas Sparks based movies to be excited for!!! Arghh... Anyway, I am so loving the song, even though it's by Miley Cyrus (sighs)... Well, have a listen... it's very touching, it made me cry... :-X

*p.s. it's my new blog song btw...hehe*

Ladbrooke || 1:14 AM

Date :
Drained...

I...AM...EXHAUS........*wait for it*.... TED! (sorry inside joke...hahaha)... And I'm sure I'm not the only one drained of every ounce of energy in the body!!! Just one more week to go and we're free... okay not really since there are still some assignments to start on for the second term, but we'll cross that bridge when we come to it... Sighs... K, best wishes to everyone. One more week to go, let's tahan together-gether! hehehe...

Oooh, anyhoos, tonight 8.30pm on Suria... Olynn's gonna be on Mahligai Kaca...:-) Alright, that's all... I feel like sleeping, but I have this gnawing feeling that I have forgotten to do something!!! Argh.... damn, what is it? K nvm...I shall think of it as I dream...lol

Ladbrooke || 12:33 AM

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